I Miss Our Memory, My beloved Friend

My dear friend

Last nite, i got 1 news

They told me that you already

passaway

Seriously

1stly when i got this news

I can't accept it 100%

But, my eyes dont want to stop crying

I dont know why

My dear friend

I really miss our memory

Start from I know who U are

We are closed

I'm happy to be your friend

Share our story together

happy, sad, love, broken heart and everything

Even you always show your tamper

I never care about it

I still try to give you an advice

When you need me at that tym

Couse I know

Who is my buddy

My lovely friend

I feel regret right know

For 1 month I've not join chat room

I try to not contact you and other friend

Because, for me i just want to relax for a while

And will come back after 2 month

But, not even reach for a second month

I saw 1 bad news about you

you were sick at hospital

I was really shocked for that news

All of your friend pray for your safety

especially your beloved person

N after a few days

(last night)

I got 1 more bad news about you

You already leave us

For ever

You will never come back to us

Even i still can't believe it

But, what can i do. I need too

I try to accept that you already leave us

I try message your relative

N wish that news is gonna be 1 joke

But.. Same news I got

You leave us on

Friday at 9.05pm

My beloved friend

I miss our memory

Really miss it n miss you

I can't forget the time you and me 

Chat using web cam

Saw your smile when we make a joke

U call my sayang with favorite icon

N everything we have done together

1 more thing I cant forget

When you ask me to help you

Because, you feel afraid your beloved person

Angry with you even though you never make mistake

At that time, I just can laugh for you

And try to make u calm down

Now, it is just a memory of us

I will miss you babe

I dont know what to do

Cant say anything

7/2/11 2.04 am right now

I cant sleep n cry again

When I miss you

I will go on your facebook

And I will open your album

Hmmm

I hope this is the last day

I cry because of you

Couse I know, if you see us

You also don't wan't we like that

And I know, it cant change anything

May ALLAH bless you